Do we really experience magic around us?
Is it a physical feeling? Or is your mind playing games with you?
Its whatever you choose it to be actually. We create our own realities. I have lately come to believe in it a lot more. Who's right? The one who moves with gods in his heart or that one guy who is the kindest amongst his peers but is an atheist, who among them two got it right? I say both. It all ultimately boils down to this "whatever gets you through the day". Neither of them is the villain.
But there is a villain, it is doubt. Initially maybe a part of our survival instinct it creeps into evolving into the mighty EndBoss. For the longest time I kept thinking it was Knowledge that was the opposite of magic, but it was always doubt. Because you see knowledge only validates magic much more, it enforces it even strongly. It is doubt that destroys any chance of its existence. Doubt and fear.
I am at a crossroad in life right now where I have a lot of burden from myself, my shoulders are heavy, my pace slow almost like dragging myself through life to get to this crossroad. Truth is there is no crossroad, it my doubt. I have been battered with thoughts of having to choose between a career and love. No reason, no one gave me that ultimatum, it is what I have scared myself into believing.
As the moment of writing this , something is happening, its not a bias, it is real. I am choosing courage over fear. I believe right now, that the universe is going to give me everything. Love, happiness , the joy of creating, the ability to inspire and the oppurtunity to do both, money, pride to my mother, friends, Success and a way to see the world. We just made a deal a final one, I'll never stop believing that I dont deserve any of this, we are shaking hands on it and it will manifest itself.
I lost what I lost but it wasn't my only shot at anything, they were all pracitice runs, for the real thing. From this moment I look forward to the real things. After all life is beautiful and there's ever no doubt about it.
Is it a physical feeling? Or is your mind playing games with you?
Its whatever you choose it to be actually. We create our own realities. I have lately come to believe in it a lot more. Who's right? The one who moves with gods in his heart or that one guy who is the kindest amongst his peers but is an atheist, who among them two got it right? I say both. It all ultimately boils down to this "whatever gets you through the day". Neither of them is the villain.
But there is a villain, it is doubt. Initially maybe a part of our survival instinct it creeps into evolving into the mighty EndBoss. For the longest time I kept thinking it was Knowledge that was the opposite of magic, but it was always doubt. Because you see knowledge only validates magic much more, it enforces it even strongly. It is doubt that destroys any chance of its existence. Doubt and fear.
I am at a crossroad in life right now where I have a lot of burden from myself, my shoulders are heavy, my pace slow almost like dragging myself through life to get to this crossroad. Truth is there is no crossroad, it my doubt. I have been battered with thoughts of having to choose between a career and love. No reason, no one gave me that ultimatum, it is what I have scared myself into believing.
As the moment of writing this , something is happening, its not a bias, it is real. I am choosing courage over fear. I believe right now, that the universe is going to give me everything. Love, happiness , the joy of creating, the ability to inspire and the oppurtunity to do both, money, pride to my mother, friends, Success and a way to see the world. We just made a deal a final one, I'll never stop believing that I dont deserve any of this, we are shaking hands on it and it will manifest itself.
I lost what I lost but it wasn't my only shot at anything, they were all pracitice runs, for the real thing. From this moment I look forward to the real things. After all life is beautiful and there's ever no doubt about it.
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