My Poem is abt ME

:: Its a bloody old poem, abt 2 yrs old. Plz forgive the use of ungracious words, I cud have taken them out, but it was written with emotions n I'd like to keep it tht way.::

Remembering the old times, when I wasn't anything,
They kicked me, beat me, laughed at me.
I knew I couldn't do a thing.
I knew I was weak and suffering.
With all those things I had no choice,
I cried. I screamed, but, with no voice.
Then I decided that was it!
I ain't taking no more shit.

And then I fought back, knew had to be alone.
I was fighting back and all the suffering was gone.
But the damage was done and everything vanished,
All that was left behind was pain & panic.
Had won the battle, but no allies stood.
I just wanted a better life, n I did what I could.
Just when I was walking lonely,
Love came along the way.
Light in the dark tunnel they say.
The light turned out to be a frigging train.
Fucked my heart and smeared the brain.
I didn't want to take no shit.
But shit is shit,
shit don't stop coming.
So is shit,
That you gotta live with it.


Then I learnt the second lesson.
There's no luck, don't complain.
Work your ass hard & live through the pain.
Sieze every hour & steal every moment in;
Cuz only losers whine, while
Winners go home and fuck the prom queen.
I stopped whining instead & stuff started entering my head.
There's no such thing that you can't do.
Fuck 'em all, who hate you.
Its your life after all, gotta tell 'em all;
"I'm gonna live my life my way,
I'll walk on no fucking footpath.
I'm gonna drive on the god damn highway"